The Scent of Stone

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In my palm

I hold a sphere of lapis,

blue with flecks of gold.

I found it in her drawer,

resting in a cloth basket.

It lay in her hand

for thirty years

during meditation.

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“It’s a microcosm,”

she told me once.

“The blue is space.

The gold flecks are stars.”

She’s gone now,

but I hold the universe

on my palm.

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When I lift it to my nose,

I smell the lemon verbena lotion

she spread on her hands.

Such small things connect us.

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if he cannot recall his own past,

relations, stories

if he forgets where he lives,

the year, the president’s name

if all that disappears,

those are his losses

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if I am not remembered as wife,

as friend, as the one who cares

who plans, who cleans

if he can’t recall my name,

my special place beside him,

then I am erased too